I do everything I can to make sure every waking moment I have is filled with stuff to do. Now that Aly and Ash are graduated from college and Auby is ending her homeschooling (yes I was her teacher for 4th – 7th grade) I am getting some blocks of time I have to fill.
I wish it were music, but I have to be WAIT for the right feelings to do that. I wish I could just “turn it on” and to a certain degree I can, but when I do that, the work loses meaning and if it has no meaning- then what’s the point?